Friday, December 19, 2008

Happy Time

I'm having a lot of fun, I wish I could stay here forever! But I have someone to come home to <3
Oh gosh, I miss her...

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Procrastination: A Dialogue by Mike and Lyra

we have fun.

Mike: Procrastination is masturbation; feels good at first, but in the end, you're just fucking yourself.

Lyra: Speaking of which, I've a proposal for you. If you don't jerk off in the entire holiday I won't either.

M: It's probably impossible...

L: Yeah, but you're at someone else's house, so it'll be difficult anyways.

M: But it's Brandon's, so he'll be like, wanna use my computer for a moment?


L: And Rebecca'll help you. Back to procrastination. Why do you procrastinate?

M: *draws shoulders*

L: Is it to avoid the painful reality of your new haircut?

M: ..... Mostly.

shortly after this, Lyra continued to pluck Mike's nipple hair in exchange for crackers and porn.

Friday, November 28, 2008

Little Big Planet,

Upon first hearing about Little Big Planet I was a little skeptical cause I wasn't sure what the game was about. After learning I anticipated it's release, I just today purchased the game (which was full priced on a Black Friday... don't understand that) and this game has entertainment value like no other. First off, this game is very innovative and original, in my mind very comparable to games such as Katamari. Basically everything in this game is costumizable from Characters, to your "Pod" which is like your room for you little Sackbuddy :) , to story mode levels. The game is very group oriented you can play with a group of friends or online via playstation network you can pelvic thrust and control virtually every aspect of your character. All and all, great game... Come over, you can play it with me...

Or just give me your PSN username hit me up we will run threw a few level...

Look me up: KILL3RB3ATS


Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Kanye West,

Kanye's new CD came out yesterday... not too sure how I feel about it, I mean there are certain elements of this album that I really enjoy, but at the same time, it's kind of like, you expect something so much more. I feel as though if Kanye gave these songs to someone else to see they'd be a lot more enjoyable, just cause his voice is a little lacking in charm and luster :)

Anyway the tunes are very 80's feeling the beats are siqq, I think what killed it most really is the voice, maybe it's one of those things that'll grow on me if I listen to it enough, we will see.

I do enjoy the direction he is going in, I can say that much.

Monday, November 17, 2008

Hidden in Plain Sight,

So over the weekend I did my first art show with A Bitter Hello, the turn out was good, more people came then the previous ABH art shows (that I could tell) at least 100 (maybe). Not sure it was a lot of people. I plan on continuing doing art shows with ABH as long as they continue, and as long as they are doing shows in the mediums I work in. I will also eventually try to branch out on my own and do shows with friends and such, all because art is my passion, I hope to build a name for myself :D

Sorry I didn't actually get picutres of the pieces as they were hanging in the show, but maybe I'll put them up on my wall or something and put some pictures up so you all can see.

sing me to sleep, sing me to sleep

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem

And he called it “Chops”
because that was the name of his dog

And that’s what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star

And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts

That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo

And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair

And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X’s

and he had to ask his father what the X’s meant

And his father always tucked him into bed at night
And was always there to do it

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem

And he called it “Autumn”
because that was the name of the season

And that’s what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly

And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint

And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars

And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames

And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked he to go see Santa Claus

And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot

And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem

And he called it “Innocence: A Question”
because that was the question about his girl

And that’s what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look

And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her

That was the year Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle’s Creed went

And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch

And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked

And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup

That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway

because that was the thing to do

And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring loudly

That’s why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem

And he called it “Absolutely Nothing”
Because that’s what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn’t think

he could reach the kitchen.

Friday, November 14, 2008

I'm the type of person,

That rarely likes anything they ever finish, so if I finish something and I do like it it's a big deal for me, The pieces I've done for this art show have me stuck in the middle, I like them, then a certain sort of hate comes rushing back to me making me dislike them, hopefully it gets to a point one day where I like all of my art.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Complete History Of My Sexual Failures

This film really hit home with me. Hahaha I know that must sound weird but trust me, the title is misguiding.

It's about a man searching for something, your never 100% sure what it is. It could be the answer why every girlfriend he's ever had dumped him. Or it could be about him searching for a relationship he and his partner would be happy for for the rest of their lives. Sometimes you could question if the movie was about why he couldn't get a hard-on. I don't want to go too deep into what it's about, you should just watch it.
It was damn funny too, this movie is just FILLED with memorable characters, and hilarious moments too awesome to be made-up. 'Sexual Failures' is a movie that was so true to me, it was deep in a different kind of way. There were no 5min poetic monologues or intense shots with vibrant colors filled with emotion and hidden messages. It was a literal look into a sad, lonely, confused man. This movie may start a little documentary phase for me, but i doubt i'll find anything quite like this one. Check it out
(just click your human)

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

consumerism at its finest

consumerism START.

so just in case you need some more places to waste your money and make endless wish-lists (... Micah, cough cough!), i present:

aight you know the deal herr'. it's fabulous. the post-modernity of the 'no logo' concept is a revolootion. really, i could talk about it for hours. (when it comes to me and random tangents / analogies mike's quite good for super radd examples)

less known, completely undeservedly. this shit is eclectic. it's all streetwear-inspired. i'm a little tired of that look, since it's practically uniform in deekay (that's dk), graphic and all. but i do prefer it to loads other girly things. which i loathe. i am not one for girly, that's fo sho. i'm getting an umbrella from there soon :D

okay AWESOME. you want cute? i give you cute. and useless. and AWESOME.

that's it for now lovelies. consumerism END.


i received my new hoodie today. it's fab. here is pictures. you don't care but i don't either, so here my friend. (:



EARS. THE HOOD HAS EARS!!11!!1 also, a hole in each sleeve for thumb on cold days. also, little straps so you can put in chains. and TWO patches you can take off! it is killah. i love it.

do you see? from: parisian chic wannabe (jean paul gaultier! jean paul gaultier!) to: mindless teenage wannabe.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Boca Burgers,

Aren't as bad as I remember them being, but you shouldn't eat them when you are full, you just end up felling sick :)

Sunday, November 9, 2008

small rant for you. (:

i am sick and tired of everyone telling me about the 'scandinavian beauty' - ergo, tall long legs, pale skin, blue eyes, and blond hair. i, obviously, don't count, seeing as i've brown eyes and kind of olive skin (thank you french heritage). this stereotypical view excludes the far majority of danes, and hells yeah do i still think we're awesomely pretty. the girls and boys with somali and turkish heritage, for example, i often find far more attractive than the cookie-cutter danes. watevs. rant almost over.
but just to give yall a little look at the most common, mainstream style...... voilà some videos to grant you insight. we call em 'pretty boys' and 'popcans'. and they look ridiculous. we're talking half a tin of wax, bleached-the-shit-out-of, straightened-life-out-of hair, completely uniformly followed fashion tendencies, and self-tanner till you can't self-tan no' mo'. these aren't even the worst cases. seriously, these almost ganguro-like creatures (can i get a wapanese amen? AMEN!) scare the shit out of me. can you say DENNISH SHOLA? DENNIIIIISH SHOOOLAAAAAA!



Saturday, November 8, 2008

A Bitter Hello Presents: Hidden in Plain Sight

I hope those of you that can plan on attending.

Information is in the flyer... and oh hey look, I'm in it :)

Friday, November 7, 2008

She'll find you and she'll kill you,

This is probably one of the most trippy, weirdest videos I've ever seen.. It's Chad VanGaalen's Molten Light music video, and I must be honest, it was so eerie that it scared me a little the first time I watched it...


Thursday, November 6, 2008

XMAS LIST! (Urban Outfitters edition)

Even though Halloween just ended I don't think it's ever too early to start composing your Christmas list. :D

1.Bed Stu Stentorian Oxford
2.Feathers Grandpa Cardigan
Cheap Monday In Between Jean
4.SP Readers
Flud Digi Watch
6.Diana F+ Hong Meow Edition Camera
7.Fuiji Instax Camera
8.USB Green House
9.Lomography Diana Dreamer Camera
10.Boosted Stiloso Headphones

Also I learned that 75% of your brain is water, and drinking water throughout the day will help you stay hydrated and mentally alert



Well I'm in a better mood now. I stole a book earlier today from the art room, with no idea it would blow my mind. It's called TIME by Andy Goldsworthy, and by god this guy is amazing. Long story short he goes wildman into the forest, jungle, mountains, beach, or fields and makes art with stone, leaves, grass, branches, snow, ice and other natural materials. His work is astonishing as it is but in this specific book, TIME, he makes the pieces and then watches them decay, melt or blow away. I can't get enough of it.

(notice the center is totally black, he acually takes the time to make a deep ass hole in the middle of the ground. lolz.)

I wish I could find some actual TIME pieces but these will do. (what I can never understand about all his works is how he gets these natural materials to look so symmetrical, as if carved with his own hands. He must have to go through al ot of fucking rocks)

(Covered completely in leave he found on site.)(cool reflections in the water.)

Look for the book, its amazing. But for now just be aww'd by his awesomeness:

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

yes we could

i cried a little when i saw him on stage, when i saw them under the stage.
they were so elated. so happy
i felt
with them.

i've always been ashamed i go to an american school, but today, i am rather proud

images from bbc. thank you.

Friday, October 31, 2008

Thursday, October 30, 2008


I've officially lost like 145minutes of my life, in the form of a Pokemon cartridge that was left in my DS which was just misplaced.... Forever it feels like..

I am now on DS #4
Time to order that baby.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Nintendo DSi,

I had heard about this from a friend, and though I didn't think they were lying, I didn't think that we could expect Nintendo to release a new version of the DS so soon, I guess... haha, but yeah the Nintendo DSi is the newest model of the DS it will be slightly larger (due to larger screen size) but slightly thinner (meaning they took out the GBA port for GBA games). It will come equipped with a 0.3 megapixel camera, and though that may not be the best resolution wise it's definitely something to look forward to due to the fact that there are many different things you can do to distrort/add to photos.

NDSi will also include an audio playback fucntion that will allow you to listen to music, and in turn record your own voice, with these functions the NDSi will include and SD memory card slot for storing these files (a long with interal memory), on top of all this the NDSi will include a shop that will include downloadable content that is very similar to that of the Wii (the shop will include a free downloadable browser and a free download of Moving Notepad). Moving Notepad is a note pad that allows you to make an animation, and then record vocals onto it with the DSi Sound tool.

The DSi will be released Nov. 1st, 2008 in Japan, and sometime in 09 in Europe and North America, the system will cost somewhere around 18,900 yen (roughly 200.00USD).

I hope to order it online when it's released in japan :)

Oh you can get me this too,

Gold card sweater from Jeremy Scott...

You know, Christmas is in like two months,

Or if you prefer to give gifts for Halloween, get me these.

Monday, October 27, 2008

almost Halloween

ideas for Halloween costumes:

American Apparel Model:
for example, leggings model.
get latex leggings
put on latex leggings
gaffa-tape any possible nipplage
walk out
get accused for being softly pornographic

find all neon in wardrobe
put on all neon in wardrobe
get shutter-sunnies
don bratty attitude and stolen MTV award

Pete Wentz:
tightest jeans possible (abandon testicles if possible)
Sharpie on barely-beard
find the tightiest hoodie
straighten yo yarn till it can't be straightened no mo'
assume ambiguous sexuality

Su Chin from Juno:
construct 'No Babies Like Murdering' sign
put on puffy jacket and red glasses
make Asian face
go out of house
express disbelief when people tell you your costume's 'too obscure' to be recognised. tsk.
awkwardly explain sarcasm and irony when fug republicans commend your stance

Miss Alaska:
get united states of american swimming suit
get textile, cut to make pageant ribbon, write Miss Alaska on
answer with mumbling of job creation, bush doctrines, all the unnamed newspapers you read, and Tina Fey when asked what you are. by that time your inspiration should be clear

Sexy Pizza Box
laugh at armies of sexy kitties/angels/devils/teachers when they freeze they vadge off and you're safe in your pizza box with the playboy logo on (to bring the sexy, you know?)

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Monday, October 20, 2008

I miss my hair,

I think today is the first day, that I fo'realz miss my dreads... I don't know if it's to the point where I'd want to get the again, but I'm def. missin' them right now, I liked the way the looked on my.... And I miss wearing my hair like this,

everyone tells me I should grow my hair back out and redread it, but I really wanna do something different this go round.

Friday, October 17, 2008

I love these shots,

editorial by Camilla Akrans

Allergic to cats,

Today was very boring, also I decided that maybe I have narcolepsy because I end up falling asleep at the most random times every and it's really strange because sometimes I won't even be tired... it'll just happen. Like today I was cleaning my room and I ended up falling asleep while I was cleaning, crazy no?

I decided to post my outfits, from time to time, mainly cause I have nothing better to do, and I enjoy my clothes :D

Lavender V-neck from Uniqlo, Crane Hoodie from Subscript.

I trimmed my hair again last night... actually technically this morning before I left for school cause I thought it looked weird... and it still does but whatever.

Light blue grey pants from H&M

I had on my beat up fish chucks from converse, but I didn't take a good picture of them so I won't post them. Whatever, not important.

Today I went to the bonfire, at the school I used to go to, alright stuff, caught up with a few old friends, then left, and drove around aimlessly for a good 3 hours, also great.

I know I said I post an anime review, but I've been so busy sleeping and with school work and making sure I don't loose any of my friends (haha these are all lies, minus the sleeping, and I know I won't loose my friends I hope ^-^) that I haven't even really watched any particular series yet. I'll do it though, I promise.

I accidentally added a tag to all the current post. Whatever.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Aren't you glad she's fixed too,

:D New Womanizer video.
Welcome back Ms. Spears.

Sunday, October 12, 2008


music is life.
can i get an amen?

late night procrastination, best mixed with warm thoughts and the chirps of early birds: Electric Feel (MGMT Cover) by Katy Perry
spontaneous drunken loving late-night stripping: Glory Box by Portishead
i-miss-you-so-much-there's-physical-pain-involved: Here With Me by Dido
nostalgia and sentimentalismsz: Wet Sand by the Red Hot Chili Peppers
i made a mistake but can it be hugs time now please?: Breathe Me by Sia
sunshine rainbow happy happy: One More Time by Daft Punk
rock'n'rollers excluding faith, including humour and wry smiling: Jesus Doesn't Love Me Anymore by Dragonette
staring into the loft wondering if it's really there: What Else Is There (Trentemøller Remix) by Röyksopp
gimme that alcohol.. betch: Discobitch (C'est Beau La Bourgeoisie) by Kylian Mash
jump around in underwear rock out elementary school cool: Deceptacon by Le Tigre
lazy sunday evening dreams of better places: Paris Is Burning by Ladyhawke

happy sunday procrastinations darlings :3

Wow I can't breath,

Worst feeling ever, I can feel myself loosing oxygen to my brain... I need to step outside

Thursday, October 9, 2008

let me introduce yourself

it's about half past one in Chey Chey bay bay and procrastination is the word of the day!
so i shall think it only fitting for me to scour the depths of the internets.
and stone.
the result: if everyone were a personal hygeine product, which one would it be?
allow me to introduce yourself


how petite is our school, you ask? so petite that Mike's mullet is, in fact, the most interesting subject of conversation since Rahel the German surprised everyone and grew boobs, circa 2006. welcome to AiSC, home of the Mike Mulletgan jokes.

this one goes out to that chick with that problem with that alternative sexuality. pair this up with the time-tested pray away the gay method and homeboy will be as good as straight, and as straight as good, in no time (; :D


shola is clean!!!


Mijaah is pretty. and just a little wapanese. and very exotic. and probably cherry-flavoured too, but i'll have to check up with Mike on that. :)

who does not want a whale-tail-scented car air freshener? because every car is a black car.

when i think of Lia i think of a combination of this:

et this:

and then this:

mostly because i can hear her put 'know your flow' as a facebook album title. and then crusade for lunar-cycle awareness (male menstrual cycle containing pms with a fruity touch) because i can see a closeted feminist in her :D

Hair Eat Brandon
brandon ropes them in with his boss lady silky smooth skin.

then, he proceeds to look good for jesus, stay pure, and wait until marriage, channelling a true sparkle cream.

do not pretend i do not know the very essence of your souls because i do. :3
tous les photos sont venues de Blue Q
on that note, i shall end my dissertation of everyone in the world.
have a delicious day in the america. do not become fat and stay ethnically diverse, so i promise i will visit and be offended and delighted. :D


She is now a blogger on this here blog.


... Why can't I be that crafty? I'm just going to stick to building model kits in the basement :(

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

I need a job,

and when I get that job I will blow entire pay checks on things like this

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

It's time for a fashion post,

Cause there hasn't really seemed to be one yet. First things first, if you haven't been on Marc Jacobs site in awhile.... or at all. Check it out ( He made a video his background... and I would love to know how to do that :)

Anyway his Menswear spring/summer 09 ready-to-wear collection is great. As expected it's very sophisticated, and his this rockabilly meets 1950's swing vibe. I would have posted a picture to show but I couldn't get on off the site, so if you wanted to check it out (which I suggest you do) I would go to his website under menswear :)
The colors are very basic, primaries to black to grey. Just reminds me of how much I need to go shopping :D

On another note I've had this obsession with backpacks lately, I guess seeing as though I like to have things on hand but don't want to carry a purse I find them very convienient. I just recently ordered this smoke and grey vinyl backpack from American Apperal (pictured below). And have been on the look out for nice backpacks lately.

and just today I found this super great Super Lovers faux leather backpack that I'm seriously considering buying

Along with the Schmack faux croc skin backpack that is really nice :D (over 20 compartments for carrying all my precious belongings ;3)